Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Tag: Regret?

Me and many of the onsugar babes were being tagged by FacesBySarah with an interesting and intense question!!!

Qn:Have you ever had any regrets in your life?


My Answer:
If you ask me this question before... I would say I hardly have any big regrets in my life... only tiny one like..
- I should do that instead of that...
-I should buy that... now I can't get it
-I should be with my family instead of going out with my friends and ects...
The most biggest one was... back in 1994... We all took a couple weeks off from school to stay at my grandma's home.. cos the doctor say she will be gone anytime now.... so after being off from school like 2 weeks.. I see my grandma doing pretty well.. so I told my dad that I want to go to school.... After school that day, I went home with my sister first to change before heading over to my grandma's.But I received a call from my younger sister that my grandma just pass away... "tears" .... Omy, I should just stay instead of going to school!!!
Until now I still regrets that....

And last month, my precious doggies MOMO pass away... and I regrets that I never carry him to sleep even when he want to hide under the bed... I just let him and when I see him cried and then stop breathing, my heart breaks!!! It so painful to even think about it now. I keep going thru over and over the time when he's still alive and I see no sign of him leaving me so soon...

Before he die... he start to cry every nights... we all thought he was having toothaches or somethings... cos he still play, eat and runs about with my other doggies... don't look sick to me...
But the night before he pass away.. he start to cry even more painfully, so I bring him to see doctor... doing whole body blood test and eveythings and the doctor say he very healthy.. so doctor just gave him antibiotic to clear away infection caused by his teeth before doing dental cleaning 10days later (we booked the appointment too), even the vet didn't see death coming! Hai~

I having too many regrets with momo... I should took more videos of him running about, his barking sound and all the stupid stuff he will be doing!

It's kinda like family and friends... you thought that they will always be there and you keep saying.. OK I will do that tomorrow.... and that tomorrow never come until they're gone!!! (So do whatever you want to do fast, don't wait... you might lost the chance of doing it and adding more regrets to your life!)